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I Remain In Darkness​.​.​. (EP)

by Athanasy

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Come and see The brave new world. Bite the rotten apple, Read the hidden word. Get ready, brace yourself Against the coming storm. It’s raging by your doorstep. The worst is yet to come. In this senseless age Of black mirrors and smoke screens Hear the whispers on the wind - The silent cries of rage. Throbbing grudges And gnashing teeth. Ebony tears Falling in the darkest pit. Paradise lost For a hell-bent society.
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Soot-covered eyes In an ashen face Pry upon this Barren wasteland. Wind so cold – I beg your caress. Cave in – for a path must be taken. A truce of blood Written on the Inner walls of My rotting heart. A mine of coal – my soul in distress. My mind left broken – my thoughts, insane. I remain in darkness. I remain in darkness…
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In darkness let me dwell; the ground shall sorrow be, The roof despair, to bar all cheerful light from me; The walls of marble black, that moist'ned still shall weep; My music, hellish jarring sounds, to banish friendly sleep. Thus, wedded to my woes, and bedded in my tomb, O let me living die, till death doth come, till death doth come.
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Somewhere inside. It's still obscured. Darkness reflects. Stronger than fear. I seize control to inhale this final day. I shut my mind but I'm falling anyway. (Chorus) No, no, no, no And I think that I'm all alone. I can feel the rain pull me down again. No, no, no, no And I know that I have no home. I can feel the pain take a hold again. Tied to the ground. In mounting shade. My soul is bound. And so it fades. I seize control to inhale this final day. I shut my mind but I'm falling anyway. (Chorus) Tied to the ground. In mounting shade. My soul is bound. And so it fades. And so it fades. And I know that I won't escape. My remaining faith is draped. Like my hurt and my fleeting grace. In this numbing empty space. (Chorus) (3x)
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They say an end can be a start Feels like I've been buried, yet I'm still alive It's like a bad day that never ends I feel the chaos around me A thing I don't try to deny I'd better learn to accept that There are things in my life that I can't control You know I don't want to be clever To be brilliant or superior True like ice, true like fire Now I know there's much more dignity In defeat than in the brightest victory I'm losing my balance on the tight rope Tell me please, (Chorus) If I ever feel better Remind me to spend some good time with you You can give me your number When it's all over, I'll let you know Hang on to the good days I can lean on my friends They help me going through hard times But I'm feeding the enemy I'm in league with the foe Blame me for what's happening I can't try, I can't try, No one knows the hard times I went through If happiness came, I missed the call The stormy days ain't over I've tried and lost know I think that I pay the cost I've watched all my castles fall They were made of dust, after all Someday all this mess will make me laugh I can't wait, I can't wait (Chorus) (x2) It's like somebody took my place I ain't even playing my own game The rules have changed, well, I didn't know There are things in my life I can't control Dark is the night, cold is the ground In the circular solitude of my heart As one who strives a hill to climb I am sure I'll come through I don't know how They say an end can be a start Feels like I've been buried, yet I'm still alive (Chorus) (x2)

about

"I Remain in Darkness" brings back the 40-minute long EP trend to death/doom metal, in reverence to the insurmountable "Pentecost III".

Another concept work, if not in plot like our debut album, but definitely in spirit, which tracks the emotional downhill journey of an individual (who could be any one of us) across five new Athanasy songs - two originals plus three covers.

"A Throbbing Grudge" - The anger and disgust towards our rotting modern society and its every manifestation, and the lack of faith in any kind of future redemption. The individual struggles against being coaxed to take part in this decadent circus on a constant basis.

"I Remain in Darkness" - A depression strike against the tyranny of happiness. After rejecting the contemporary world, the individual finds odd sanctuary as he nests himself in a drape of morbidity, stubbornly refusing to be brought back into the light.

"In Darkness Let Me Dwell" - A cappella rendition of the John Dowland song, originally published in 1610. A plea of the individual to the helping hands that keep on reaching and tugging at him. He seeks not to be alive anymore, begging instead to "let me living, die". This serves as the bridge between the two "sides" of the EP.

"Obscured" - Cover of the seminal Celtic Frost track. The climax of sorrow. The individual peers down at the endless abyss and finds solace in the blackness below. His body and soul writhe in the throes of terminal despair.

"If I Ever Feel Better" - Cover of the famous Phoenix tune. A glint of hope. There is someone who cares a little deeper for the individual, and he/she might turn the low tide, but it's still too soon to know. The mind is still hostage to all the ghosts, and the path of recovery will be a long one - "When it's all over I'll let you know".

credits

released April 9, 2023

S. P. - vocals, lyrics (tracks 1 & 2), songwriting (tracks 1 & 2), cover design
E. R. - guitars, songwriting (tracks 1 & 2)
D. J. - bass
D. I. - drums
Leonor Correia - female vocals in "Obscured"

Recorded, mixed & produced by Tone and E.R. at La Casinha Studios.

Cover art: digitally edited detail from “The Voyage of Life: Manhood” by Thomas Cole

"In Darkness Let Me Dwell", based on a song by John Dowland, lyrics by an anonymous poet.

"Obscured" written by Thomas Gabriel Fischer, Martin Eric Ain & Erol Unala

"If I Ever Feel Better" written by Thomas Mars, Christian Mazzalai, Laurent Mazzalai & Frederic Moulin

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Praise towards "I Remain in Darkness...":


UTOPIA PLATAFÓRMICA:

"In all honesty, I only gave the band a chance based on the Anathema and “Pentecost III” references… and glad I did. This is a massive Doom juggernaut. Slow, slower, the slowest… tremendous melodies and atmospheres that start as soon as you press PLAY!"

(utopiaplataformica.blogspot.com/2023/04/a-t-h-n-s-y-doom-visions-sick-die-by.html)

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Melodic death/doom metal hailing from the Westernmost reaches of Europe.

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